you will NEVER see how messed up you are. which makes things easier for me but maybe if you knew you would change..or is it even in you. i hate it how we pretend to be friends when really i don't like you and you are threatened by me. not like it matters...there's no way out of it for either one of us so i will somehow have to find a way to deal with you. why can't you live in reality, instead of the sad, sad world you have created for yourself. its scary to see that you don't even know yourself, or me, or anyone....you only see what you want.